A Fool!

How many times do we actually make the same mistake over and over again... once is okay... but a few more times? that is stupid...

I believe that people can never learn just by reading or just by theory... we need to see it, to experience it and to make mistake out of it... yet we are stubborn and egoistic that sometimes it took more than just a few mistakes for us to learn...

Last night i watched the movie 17 Again... yeah surprise surprise... i watched a movie starring Zac Efron... but hey one of the reason i watch that is because Matthew Perry from Friends and Michelle Trachtenberg, Georgina Sparks from Gossip Girl... it was a good movie, so much better than i've expected... it tells the story of a man who wanted to so called re-do his life and make the "right" decisions all over again... but in the end... it is about reminding him of the things from the past, his mistakes and his "bad" decisions, so that he can be a better person for himself and his family... a lot of points that we can pick up from the movie that actually surprisingly makes you want to say "Hey, that is so true!"... 

We all sometimes regret the things that we did... and wish that we can do it all over again... even i want to re-do some parts of my almost 21 years of my life... but hey, i feel that whatever happens.. it happens and even if i have to re-do it, i might have just make the same mistakes again and that will be stupid... i've only been in this world for 21 years... i am still young and life has a lot to offer to me... all i can do is not to wish for time to turn back... but to do better right now so i can have a better future... and sometimes the bad decisions that we make is actually for the best...

Okay, enough with this psychological whatever talk... now is American Idol time... well all i can say is that this season is not my most-liked season nor my most-hated season... it is an okay season... but i feel that the final two is fixed... i don't like it... somehow i want danny gokey out... yeah i am mean... but it is still possible... i want a kris vs adam or matt (with kris in the final for sure)... Kris Allen is good... his performance of Falling Slowly is like the best performance ever from any of the contestants...

Exam is finishing soon... one paper left... i really want to study hard for it but my friends are all done with theirs so it is very hard to focus... whoever set the paper to be so far end of the month is just an idiot!

Gonna leave this one with a video from the Wonder Girls called "E Ba Bo (This Fool)" nice song and i just love the beat... it tells us that in love you have to go and get the love that you want and not to wait...

oh, it was earth day on the 22nd... well i guess we all should do our part in making our earth a better place... global warming is so not cool... it has been freaking hot here in Singapore... incredibly hotter than usual... let's plant more trees than building more shopping malls... we have a lot of those already...

With exam finishing soon means i am going back to indo... not sure when though but should be soon... haha... can't wait to go back!

Day by Day

Now is exam period... we dread about this time... it's that moment of the semester where i usually wish time would just stop or the earth would just blow out and end everything.. okay that one is extreme but i just wish that there is no exam in life... but well we can't escape from it... 

the first three days of my exam week are filled with four papers... the days felt super short and 24 hours in a day felt freakin' short! i slept for just 2 to 3 hours a day... and just studying... it was tiring and i felt washed up after the last paper of the week... speaking of the last paper... that one is the ultimate definition of a killing paper... Analog Electronics... i did not sleep for the paper coz i was trying to finish studying everything... after the paper... everyone's faces just changed... then a friend of mine told me... i should have get my sleep and not studying...

Overall.. for the exam... i feel that i have not prepared them well... it was a fault on my side... i can't blame time or the paper... i did last minute work... and that was bad... not gonna  repeat this mistake again... have to really study well...

Okay... American Idol time... Scott was kicked out last week... not a fan so not really bother... this week however, Matt Giraud was eliminated... he is one of my fav... but the judges decided to use their save... oh okay.. good for matt so he can stay one more week and i can hear him again... but then the chances of him getting kicked out next week is high... hopefully he can pull off a fantastic performance... i still don't see the goodness of Danny... i don't like him.. yet he got most of the votes...

As some of my friends have known.. now i am in the Wonder Girls fever... haha.. yeah... you gotta love the wonder girls... i mean seriously... they are the next big thing in music... 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yz9LQy0rmq0 

(follow the link if you have no idea what i am talking about)

and the people they are like the best asian girls ever... hahaha... oh and i love big bang too.. they are good.. music is cool... addictive songs...

this is like the best song from big bang... it's an acoustic version make it more emotional... nice... 

can't wait for exam to finish and the tv series to start showing new episodes... i miss Grey's Anatomy... 

I blog it anyway

You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
Yea - I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea, sing it anyway
Yeah, yeah!

I sing
I dream
I love anyway

this is a song by Martina McBride - Anyway... very inspirational... 

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom

Exam is coming and i am super excited about it... oh well yeah.. i lied... but when you look at it at a different angle... exam means the last time you are going to see some of the worst, as in i don't like , as in i hate subjects... i'm looking at you, OOP!

I was a bit under the weather these past few days... i didn't know how suddenly i got fever in the middle of the night and start getting headaches and migraines... worse, i still had to do the damn OOP report and presentation... though in the end i did manage to finish them, with the help of Shiyun of course, i am quite satisfied with the result, well except for some problems that shyn and i faced... but not gonna bitch about it here... what's done is done... the migraines were getting worse and i decided to skip accounting and marketing seminars... not a wise choice but i really couldn't take it anymore... so i went back to sleep... but then before i slept, i watched american idol... hahaha... even heart attack won't stop me from watching this one...

About American Idol... this week theme, top downloads, suppose to be a week about current and popular song.. but i was mistaken... the AI's version of top downloads is any songs that you can download as far back as 1800... okay that was too much... but what's with the oldies songs? First impression, i really like Kris Allen's performance... and although the judges slammed him, i love Matt Giraud's version of the Fray's "You Found Me"... that is top downloads!! wth is wrong with the judges!.. Adam Lambert, who was my favorite for last week, did a quite okay job... Allison's cover of No Doubt's "Don't Speak" is kinda cool... Danny Gokey is okay.. i like his song choice.. but overall i just don't like the guy... I used to love Megan Joy... but her song choices for these past few weeks were horrible... i was kinda hoping she would sing something like Duffy or Amy Winehouse or Adelle... seriously girl.. find the song that suit your voice!

Turns out that Matt will still be in AI for another week... that is good news... coz i feel that out of the rest he is the one with the voice that can really sell... not Kelly Clarkson/Carrie Underwood/David Cook material yet, but i believe he got a shot in winning and become big...

I love David Cook and still feel that he is my favorite Idol winner, with Kelly and Carrie of course... his new single "Come Back To Me" is awesome.. i love the video... he got the looks and the voice... now i miss all the cookie goodness in AI 7... none of the contestants at season 8 has had an appeal like DC...

Now have to do some labeling for Art Assessment on Friday... this week is just another tiring week... and next week is revision time... haiz... i love my life... i love my life....